Out of clouds...Can you see HIM...

Little boys are bouncing this morning...a little spring but a little spring it is...
As a new day begins my thoughts flutter to what is not done and what needs to be done...
The timing is wrong...how I wanted things to be different and ready...

The world doesn't beat to my timing and wishes and neither does my home..my home full of sickness...it beats to God's ever perfect timing...if only I would listen and be still...

I have been up most of the night...listening to hubby's breathing...and then the coughing started...not the kiddos but his...I found myself needing to surrender to this fear...this ever consuming fear...and as I prayed for protection I found myself convicted of complaining...I admitted, I surrendered and repented...Please forgive me oh God...Thank you for your every forgiveness Lord that you have given me ...

Isa 41:10
" So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed for I am your God!
I will strengthen you and help you. I will uphold you
with my righteous right hand"

As I prayed and laid hands on my hubby I felt at peace...
and as each little boy woke up with the gift of being fever free I counted my blessings...
for I am a child of the most High and He gives me blessings...

Rest in His peace...Trust in Him...Be in communion with Him at all times...
That is what He calls me to do on this day...every day...

Today I will dwell in my Father's words and hold tight to His promises